Well I have a lot that I haven't been able to update about. We couldn't find internet at the house anymore, so I never got on. I went to work, came home, slept.. That was about it. But now that I'm back, there's a lot to say.
I'm pretty sure I told you that I'm engaged to the love of my life. :) Well... I'm also pregnant. :) I'm about nine weeks right now, going on 10. ^_^ We couldn't be happier. We're both so incredibly excited, and so glad to be starting our family. Everyone except my brother and my dad think its going to be a girl. Which either way, we already have names picked. For a girl, her name will be Cassandra Anne, for a boy, Dominic Alexander. I wanted names that were different, not something that everyone else had. Something.. elegant I guess? Something like that. But we both love the names.
I'm also back at my parents house in Florida, sadly. And Graham is back in Oklahoma. :/ It totally and completely sucks, but we're making it work. There was a lot of things that happened, but we're working through it together, and its going to be a completely fresh start. We're not sure yet if we're going to live in Florida, or in Oklahoma, but we'll know by the end of June. Its a big step, and we wouldn't be moving until after the baby's born. Then we'll move and be together and happy and and and... lol. I can't wait, can you tell?
God I miss him so much. I miss being in his arms, kissing his lips, falling asleep on his chest.. The night before he left, I curled up on his chest, and cried myself to sleep. It wasn't just little tears, it was a full out BAWL. Then my first night back here, I cried myself to sleep, because I felt like he should be here with me, holding me as I slept. I HATE being away from him. I honestly without a doubt NEVER want to do this again. Once I have him back, I don't ever want to be apart from him again. We've already agreed on that much. God I can't wait to hug him and kiss him and just.. AHH! lol. I can't wait to be with him.
Okay, I'm running out of things to talk about.. Haven't felt the baby move yet, haven't really had any cravings yet.. morning sickness sucks... lol I'll update more often. :) Bye for now!
Lots of Love,
Laura
